J.o.b.l.e.s.s~!

hmm it's been for 6 month i'm jobless..luckily da 4 month i still get mara allowance so i dun bother not working...but now i'm very worried coz no more mara allowance...so i hv to find a job 2 support my expenses...hmm i've been searching for a job through paper..internet & survey around da city...in november i got 1 interview in government sector as Office Boy..i dun care the position..as it is goverment..so i get experience being interview by the director of Tourism Malaysia Kuantan Branches..& 2 others assistant..unluckily i dun get the job...maybe too many competitors..u noe how hard to get working in government..?? I also get called from Majlis Perbandaran Kuantan but not for interview but for 'Interview Qualification Test'..if i success the test, they will call for interview...but until now there is noe news from MPK..i think i fail the test coz too many question i couldn't answer...hahaa..General Question ma..about olympic, minister, place..computer & essay..furthermore there are 100++ candidate! Now i get one more interview for Executive IT position..2morrow i will go to the office..private sector! hmm i hope i get the job...if not i dunno where else i need 2 find a job..maybe i go interview for cashier in super market lorr..i gain money 1st then make a move to Kuala Lumpur to find another better job.. if Allah willing la...hmm

Actually i do want to further study..i already applying UITM & uniKL but unfortunately my application being rejected by UITM..maybe i'm not clever enough...but uniKL do except my application...unluckily da letter from uniKL arrived a litle bit late...i was in KL at the moment for 4 days so i dun hv enough time to settle dat borang...coz da due date was 25.12.2008...so i've make a big decision to postponed my study 1st & find a job...maybe dis year i'll try to apply study at UPM...i hope i will more lucky in dis application....but for dis time being i need 2 find a job 1st..orite please pray for me keh...hahaa..

J.a.t.u.h C.i.n.t.a.~!

bhs omputihnya falling in luv..hahaa...nk cite la sket since when i knal apa itu CINTA & apa tindakan aku pas2...(ada tindakan ke?) haaha..erm 1st time aku jatuh cinta when i was in standard 4...bdak pompuan tu bleh tahan la chumelnya...coz almost of da boy minat kat die... minah rebutan la katakan..haha..kbtulan darjah 4 tu aku 1 klass ngan die..erm mmg gile la aku.. tp bdk2 lg kn..xberani nk luah..apatah lg i'm not dat gorgeous~! huhu..aku perhatikn dr jauh je.. then ms darjah 5 aku ada knal sorang dak laki ni..mmg tampan b'gaya la..aku close gak la.. pengawas sekolah..then gossip b'tiup kencang mengatakan die kaple ngan gurl yg aku minat tu.. hmm aku dgn pura2 (wat xkesah la) siap usik mengusik lg membe aku tuh...aku pasrah la..coz die lg layak kot...so smpai darjah 6 la aku pendam perasaan..mcm² cerita aku dgr..die kaple ngan bdak tu la..bdak ni la..lama kelamaan aku pown da xkesah sgt..aku lbh fokus kpd sukan..coz masa tu aku aktif...wakil skolah...olahraga..bola baling...x sangka zaman aku skolah rendah bdak² da pndai b'cintan cintun ni...

nek form 1 aku jatuh cinta lg..ngan dak klas aku gak..muka bleh tahan...sedap la mata memandang... tp pemalu orgnya..tp bile aku borak ngan die ok la..kelakar gak die..aku suka renung mata die..coz wat aku hilang arah...haha..smpai kadang² die perasan aku pndang mata die..die elak..haha..xtaw la sbb apa kn..maybe i'm not dat HOT..so spt bese la pendam perasaan lg...smpai la form2 1 klass ngan die lg..apatah lg die duk blkng aku je..mmg slalu la aku pusing blkg wat keje skolah ke...borak2 kew...tp sbb aku ni mmg xkn luah kn cinta...so aku diam je la... juz aku layan ngan baik je la die...then die pindah skolah ms form 3...tp dlm thn yg sama (form 2) aku ada minat ngan sorang lg pompuan... die ni mmg cun la pd masa tu...tp minat je la..nk menaruh harapan tu xde la...coz da taw i'm not handsome..kang org kata beauty & da beast lak kn..hahaha...ms form 3 & 4 aku xingat la aku ada jatuh cinta ke x...hahaha..tp form 5 ye.. 1 klass gak..aku mmg slalu la ngan gurl ni..g skolah balik skolah..g klas tambahan..sume b'sama..nk pggil cikgu kat bilik guru pown aku ajak die teman..haha..aku mmg dekat la ngan die..smpai org tny kaple kew? aku jwb la, "eh xla..mana ada..kwn je"...aku sembunyi lg perasaan aku...ye la sapa la aku.. x sekacak org len...smpai la abez SPM trus lost contact..jumpa pown jarang skali..ye la masing² bwk haluan kn....

yg kat Kolej aku xleh la nk cite coz yg ikut blog aku ni ada dak kolej..kang kantoi lak..hahaa.. tp mmg ada la aku jatuh cinta tp spt bese pendam je la...

so kesimpulannya, seumur hidup aku ni aku xpernah b'cinta...haaha..tp aku xkesah...mmg kdg² tu jeles gak tgk org kaple² nih...nak gak awek..tp tu la..aku pown xtaw knp aku ni..maybe aku memilih kot..nk yg chantek je..ye la sapa xnk yg chantek kn?? if xchantek pown sedap mata memandang jd la...haha..apatah lg aku ni mmg xensem..gemock...bkn pdng rendah diri sndiri tp kenyatan...pompuan pun nk yg ensem je kn...wlpn die hodoh tp die pown ada perasaan nk kaple ngan yg ensem....then aku xberani b'terus terang..aku takut si dia xterima (malu beb) then hub. persahabatan jd renggang...lgpown aku da tanam 1 azam dlm diri sejak kecil lg yg aku xnk b'cinta coz nk fokus bantu kuarga lu...bls jasa ibu bapa...lg 1 bile tgk experience membe² sndirikn...b'cinta bgai nk rak tp akhirnya putus..ms b'cinta kentut wangi tp time diambang p'pisahan..mcm2 la...yg aku plg tensen skali jika aku pown t'libat sama..jd org tgh kew...kn menyusah kn tu...krn itu la aku lbh rela jd single..if nk b'cinta sgt...kawen je trus lg bgs..b'cinta selepas kawen...lg baek kot...tp tah la..aku pown xpasti...yg aku pasti akan tiba masanya aku b'cinta..cuma bile tu xtaw la...@ xb'peluang lgsg krn ajal t'lebih dahulu m'jemput ku.. wallahualam..!

*missed someone lorr..who will dat be??* hahaa

L.o.o.k.i.n.g~!!

i'm looking 4 something...something dat will make my life cheerful...but what is dat? ( not including my family ya ) they will owez be on my top in my heart.."Air Dicincang Takkan Putus"....hmm besides family...frenz & lover also can cheer up our life...rite?

Am i looking 4 a girlfriend?? nopp la..but sometimes i think i should find someone dat will fullfil my empty heart...dat will give love dat i need...attention...etc! Unfortunately i'm not ready 2 face da 'World of Love'...to have a girlfren..it's too complicated...its lot of drama...it's need a lot of commitments...especially 24/7 sms-ing ++ calling²...so annoying...for dis time being single is much better..maybe..! i'm not so sure bout dis..hmm so confusing...make me dizzy think bout love..juz look around me..best example is my frenz...couple for 3 4 years finally broke up?? y? what a waste..! dats y i rarely talk bout luv...b'coz its so subjective...different people different opinion...& dis matter can make u fight wit ur frenz..for me..dun bother urself...!

so if not a girlfren then what am i looking 4? yeah i'm looking 4 "Persahabatan Sejati"...but where? Are 'True friendship' exist?? it's not easy 2 find someone dat sincerely accept me they way i am...inside & outside...sharing everything...dat really need me like i need him...like 'isi dgn kuku'..i prefer my 'BFFL' were male cause it more easy 2 communicate & sharing...if female better she be my gf lorr...hahaa..i am wondering if i can find someone dat hv da same common wit me...i'm not hoping 4 da best or da perfect one...i juz hope dat he will be there when i was hepy..sad.. worries..pain & can do anything together-gether such as shopping, camping.. travelling & etc..i will treat him nicely...I''ll give my very best..And i hope he will treat me NICELY too & FAIRLY if he have a girlfrenz...but if he is single it would be much better...coz i dun hv 2 help him in luv matter...haha...As a conclusion...i really hope someday i will find someone dat sincere to be ma 'BFFL'...n befriend smpai ke surga..huuhu ;D......if other people praising LOVE but for me FRIENDSHIP is more valueable..! daa~

p/s:- i dun care if u think i'm too much about dis~! none of ur bisnes..juz shut ur fucking mouth!!

B.o.w.l.i.n.g.~!!

BOWLING COMPETITION~!

Hari nie 3.1.2009 sempena besday membe aku (akmal @ along )...kami b'main bowling b'sama² seramai 7 org...6 lelaki 1 gurl...kami b'main 2 game jew + guna 2 lane...men cross game la so 1st game besday boy juare..dgn jatuhan pin 113...aku lak 103 jew...ingatkn aku daa...coz aku org p'tama strike..then pas2 ada la 2 lg strike tp malangnya kalah gak...haha...so 2nd game aku mau tebus kekalahan..pd p'mulaan game aku agak teruk la mmg da kecewa da..coz 1st frame 3 pin je jatuh coz masuk longkang masa 1st balingan....tp aku ttp kn semangat aku tuk menang...frame ke-4 aku strike tuk kali p'tama..so semangat aku dtg kembali...da dpt rasa sinar kejuaraan tu..hahaa..diikuti strike frame ke-6 dan seterusnya strike frame ke 8 & 9....then last ball gagal...hahaa..so jatuhan pin aku pd game ke 2 ialah 128....& sah la aku pemenang tuk 2nd game...yahoooo..tp bg aku teruk gak la...coz da lama x men..slalunya 140 jatuhan pin & keatas..

spare pown 1x je dlm 2 game tu...hmm i need more practice la kot..hahaa..aku mmg minat sgt men bowling wlpn bukan profesional...ok la here i put some pic..spt bese la kabur coz camera hp jew...x mampu nk bli kamera idaman nikon...hahaha..

Dari kiri (b'diri) : - Dean & aku~!

(duduk) :- Epiq & Besday Boy ( akmal @ along )

ni aku la...jauh je pic...
cam ape tah..tonggek baek punya..hahaa..


Epiq dgn balingan super saiya nya..hahaha....


Ejoo 1st time men katanya...
tp not bad la... usaha tangga esculator..
ahakz.. ;D



Dean compete wit epiq..
so funny...huhuhu..

ni talib...die ni ok gak la...
juz balingan x konsisten je...

klu konsisten lingkup aku.. ;p

ni result 2nd game..

aku amek yg aku nya je la..

hahaa...

eh pic besday boy baling xde ek...

xpe la..aku pown xperasan..

ingat da amek...so game abez dlm kul 10mlm

pastu kami compete men daytona lak..

ala game lumba kete tu...aku kalah tmpt ke 5..

tp bkn yg terakhir la..haha...then g lepaking

smpai umah kul 1pg...daa~!

;)

02.01.2009~!!

Today Story~!

Today is juz another day..nothing special..As usual wake up..on9..watching t.v..eating..& bla3x

Suddenly my cousin arrived at 6 o'clock..So unexpected~! Lepaking + watching Raja Lawak Season 1 (finale)..recorded ok..Astro Maxx..for half an hour...then at 6.30 p.m..he ask me company him to "Pasar Malam".. so i follow him..the "Pasar Malam" was not too far..juz take 5 minutes from my house if jalan kaki.. but td we go by car...too fast too furious la.. hahaa...then tawaf 1 psr malam & buy food++...& balik..

Continue lepaking...my mom prepared "Tea Tarik" + makan...makan...and makan... after dat he tell me dat he want 2 go..jalan² kat town...( Megamall ) he ask me 2 follow him...so i go la.. my younger brother also ikut us... then we jalan² in Megamall.. belek² baju...dvd's & etc...And i ask them 2 belek² baju at Parkson Ria..so we go there..Parkson Ria kat underground la..hahaa..afta jln² in Parkson.. i stopped at SODA outlet belek² lg..i find 1 bj dat attract me to buy...hehe...after a few minutes of thinking..i make a decision 2 buy dat cloth ~ almaklum la xde wit.. kene la pk 1ox..silap aribulan aku yg merana...hahaa...luckily dat baju hv 50% discount From RM59.00 jd RM29.50... so ok la..afta buy dat baju we go 2 WATSON 2 buybody stuff such as deodorant n bla..bla..bla... then finally he sent me home....so arini aktiviti gak la.. x la boring sitting at home 24/7 kn... + rainy all da time...huh..so here da baju ~ saja nk tunjuk..hahaa.. ;D

A part of da design..V neck..
1st new baju of dis year

look at da Harga ~ 50% discount la..
hahaa..

daa~!

C.e.l.e.b.e.r.a.t.i.o.n~!!

Family Day + Aunt's Besday +

New Year Celebration

Date:- 01.01.2009

Venue:- Tanah Putih ( My Kampung )

Time :- 12.00 p.m

Our Chef of da day

my "Paklong"

++ LUNCH MENU ++

"Ikan Merah Sweet Sour"

"Sotong Percik"
~Besau sotongnya

"Ikan Kerapu Stim"

"Sayur Campur + Cendawan"

"Sup Sayur"

++ DESERT ++

"Puding"

"Koktel +
Vanilla Ice Cream"

++ BIRTHDAY CAKE ++

"Selamat Hari Jadi MakJang"

"Cake ni xtaw la nama apa
tp ada ice cream keladi "
best gak coz die b'lapis²...
selang seli ice cream n cake.. "

++ THE PRESENT ++

"Hamper tuk budak² yg pose penuh
+ stdy gempak"...bkn dpt adiah je
angpaw pown ada...tp aku xdpt
coz aku da beso...adik aku yg PMR dpt
RM150 + Hamper coz dpt 7A 1B...
jelesnya aku...hahaha ;p

++ MAKAN TIME ++

"ni la aksi mkn beramai²...pic aku xde coz
aku la photographer nya kn..erm
sory pic kabur sket..almaklum la juz guna
hp motorola je not nikon..huhu

So acara abez kul 5 petang...tp aku pulang kerumah
kul 11 mlm...lepaking lu..b'bual²..
bukan selalu b'kumpul sedara - mara neh..
eh aku je yg xslalu ~ yg lain setiap minggu dtg..
hahaa..lgpown paklong aku tu mmg suka memasak..
so kerap jugak ar die wat mkn²...
so 1.1.2009 ku terisi la dgn aktiviti ni...x la busan
Hepi b'main ngan budak² ~ bak kata fushi
"dunia botol susu.."
k la setakat ni tuk arini..
bye² ...

N.e.w Y.e.a.r 2.0.0.9~!!

Yeah! 1st & foremost thanx 2 Allah for giving me
dis opportunity living in dis NEW YEAR 2009...
Hope dis new year will bring me happiness..
and more success in whatever i do...
may i more lucky in dis year...
especially in my career and financial...

In dis year i dun hv any plan or target..
(tipu)...hahaaa..juz kidding
maybe i'll try 2 be different..
maybe more sucks~!
or juz da same person..
da old daus..

And whatever it is..
lets Rock da world..
peace yaw~!!