T.Y.V.M.~!!

THANK YOU VERY MUCH
u broke my heart again!!
it's happen so many times..
this is my punishment!!
maybe i'm deserve it!!
yup bcoz i'm such an idiot..
always believe in u!!
always blinded by ur sweet word!!
i extremely hate myself for
being so fucking nice!!
i can't do anything..
cause that's me!!
i was born with that attitude!!
it will happen again and again untill my last breath!!
it's hurt, very hurtful!!
but what can i do!!
just live my life as usual..
pretending nothing happen..
smiling to the world!!
i'm strong and i will stay strong!!
and u can just get fucking out from my head!!
yeah!