B.e.r.u.b.a.h.~???

Berubah??
apabila nak masuk tahun baru je..
mesti ada kaitan dgn perubahan..
aku taw..perubahan ni terbahagi pd mcm2..
dr segi mental fizikal..
sikap, perangai, kelakuan..
emosi..
penampilan dan pelbagai lg..

aku perlukn perubahan dlm hidup..
dlm semua aspek..
tp mampukah aku..
adakah aku mempunyai kekuatan utk berubah..
hmm tunggu & lihat..
;-)

H.a.n.d.p.h.o.n.e.~!!

Everytime my handphone ringing..
i hope dat call or sms come from u...
my special someone..
my heart beat so fast
i open unlock code..
then select select bla3...
erm unfortunately dat not from u..
hmm what happen to me..
i miss u so much..

arghh what shud i do...
switch off my handphone...??
or juz accept that u r leaving me..
hmm..

D.i.a.~!!

Kamu barah??
terus berdegup kencang hati aku...
tiada apa yg aku pikirkan selain dirimu...
kerisauan melanda diri..
adakah kamu baik-baik saja..??
hmm~

aku disini mendoakan kesejahteraan kamu..
harap kamu tabah & sabar hadapi dugaan ini...
harap kamu kuat & tidak mengalah..
kamu tahu kamu selalu boleh mengharapkan aku...
jangan biarkan aku terkapai2..
aku sentiasa ada untuk kamu..
teringin aku berada sisimu..
sama2 menghadapi musibah ini..
hmm~!!

Ya ALLAH kau sembuhkan lah dia...
amin~!!

W.h.a.t.e.v.e.r.l.a.h.~!!

Aku sudah terima segala yg berlaku ini dgn hati terbuka...
tiada guna tangisi benda yg sudah tiada..
tp nama pun manusia..
dimulut mmg mudah berbicara..
dalam hati tiada siapa yg tahu..
hmm~

Sekali lg aku rasa spt takdir m'permainkan hidup aku..
tp tidaklah ia menyakitkan aku..
malah mengubat kerinduan
or lbh tepat mengubat hati yg duka...
teringat akan lirik lagu ini
"wajahmu mengingatkan ku dgn masa lalu ku"

Hmm 2 hari yg lepas aku ketemu dgn seseorg persis kamu..
lebih mengujakan dia satu tmpt keje plak tuu..wah??
mungkin krn terlalu obses atau rindu..
tp tahla...mungkin sama tp xserupa..
aku melihat gelagat dia...
aduh! knp lebih kurang jerk..
mungkin ada hikmah disebalik kejadian ini..
wallahualam~!!
;-)

P.e.l.u.a.n.g. K.e-2~!!

Aku telah melakukan sesuatu yg bodoh..
sesuatu yg bukan dlm jangkaanku..
adakah aku yg bersalah??
mungkin aku yg patut dipersalahkan..
aku menyesal..
tp sygnya semua sudah terlambat..
adakah tiada lg peluang ke-2??

Manusia bukan sempurna..
pasti ada kesalahan yg dilakukan..
tp setiap kesalahan pasti ada KEMAAFAN..
jgnlah anda menyalahkan saya lg..
fahamilah & mengertilah..
seksanya hati ini menanggung derita..
Anda juga tahu bagaimana sakit itu..
bukalah hati anda..
xkan tiada ruang lg utk saya..
anda benar2 sudah meninggalkan saya..
hidup ini indah..
tp lebih indah jika bersama kamu..

hmm~

H.a.t.i. i.n.i. t.e.r.l.u.k.a. l.a.g.i.~!!

Hmm mungkin ini balasan utk aku...
ye! inilah hakikat yg harus aku terima..
inilah kali ke-2 berlaku dlm sejarah hidup aku..
"kau datang tanpa ku pinta..
kau pergi tanpa ku rela.."

Aku mungkin insan bertuah dpt mengenali kamu...
tp aku insan malang krn melepaskan kamu..
Seharusnya aku sedar dr mula lg..
yg aku tidak sepatut memulakan..krn aku tahu ia pasti berakhir..
Hakikat ini tidak pernah berubah..
aku mmg lemah..
perasaan "insecure" slalu wujud...
apa harus aku lakukan..
aku memang tiada keyakinan pd diri..
aku jijik!!

Knapa apabila ia melibatkan hati & perasaan...
pasti bukan mudah utk aku buang...
ia spt parasit yg hinggap di hati..
akarnya mencengkam..
sakitnya arghhhhh

Mungkin ini adalah pengajaran buat aku..
jgn la sulami sesebuah perhubungan itu dgn kasih syg..
biarlah melibatkan luaran shj..
bila sudah menerima seadanya..
br la meyemai kasih..

Kenyataan yg harus ku terima..
segalanya sudah berakhir..
hati aku terluka lg..
;-'(

h.m.m.~!!

Arghhh semalam ntah apa jd dgn aku...
serba serbi xkena..
yg plg aku sedih..
cincin yg aku pakai selama 2 tahun
ku tinggal ditempat mengambil wudhuk
ketika solat Jumaat..
apalg..fikiran aku melayang la...
terkenang cincin itu...
wlaupun bukan pemberian sapa2...
tp ia amat bermakna bg aku...
;'-(

Setelah lama tidak menunduk pd kebesaran Ilahi..
semalam aku rebah dipangkuanNya..
betapa jauh nya aku dgn Allah Yg Maha Esa..
mungkin ini lah balasan..
sepatutnya aku sedar..
buka mata hati ku..
sebesar mana pun dugaan yg dtg menimpa..
aku harus tabah menghadapinya..
Ya ALLAH..
bantulah aku keluar dr kebuntuan ini...
kesedihan & keperitan yg aku alami sekarang..
menyesakkan nafasku..
mengusutkan fikiranku...
tp aku bersyukur pd mu ya ALLAH..
kau telah kurniakan aku 1 kelebihan...
dimana seribu masalah yg dtg sekalipun....
luaran aku pasti terukir senyuman..
walaupun sakit didalam hanya KAU yg mengerti....
hmm..

h.m.m.~!!

Adakah aku kuat utk meletakkan titik noktah pd kali ini??
ntahla..semakin aku cuba lupakan...semakin kuat ia kembali...
ternyata kehadiran kamu mencorakkan hidup aku..
malam ini aku tidak dpt lelapkan mata...
aku terkenangkan dia yg dalam kesakitan...
apa yg sedang dia lakukan..
adakah tindakan aku btol...??
adakah ini masa yg sesuai...
aku bukan apa...aku takut..
aku serba salah..
aku xnk terluka bila sudah terlalu jauh berjalan...
aku pun xnk dia yg terluka..
ye lah...aku ini tidak lah sesempurna manusia lain..
tiada rupa tidak pula berbakat..
kaya pun tidak miskin pun tidak..
aku taw sume ni bukan ukuran..
tp perasaan "insecure" tu ttp ada..
sebelum bermulanya sesuatu kita harus kenal sedalam2nya...
luar & dalam...zahir & batin..
bukan hny pd sekeping gmbar..
@ melalui sms serta ym..
biasalah dialam perkenalan pasti ada keraguan..
dr keraguan wujud kepercayaan..
tp aku ni manusia biasa..lemah!! xlari dr melakukan kesilapan..
tiada niat pun utk tuduh bukan2..
hmm tahla..semua pun sudah berlaku...
hanya ada 1 cara shj utk mengatasi..
iaitu kemaafan..
jangan pula kamu membenci..
jgn la pula memendam rasa..
tiada apa dpt aku lakukan hny lah menyusun sepuluh jari
memohon ampun & maaf diatas segala kekhilafan yg aku lakukan..
ketahuilah yg kamu amat beerti dlm hidup aku..
;-'(

h.m.m.~!!

Currently listen to Wali Band "Baik-baik sayang"
Someone special dedicate dat song to me..
hmm best gak lagu tu..
lirik2 die sering menerjah dikala sepiku...
hmm thanks 4 dat song..
i really love it..
hmm

p/s:-lagu wajib dgr!

K.a.m.u.~!!

Sekali lg perkabaran sedih dtg..
kali ini kecelakaan menimpa kamu...
aku tidak tahu harus rasa apa..
aku bimbang..
aku takut..

Kamu kata jangan risau..
sedikit shj..
tp patah tangan itukan serius...
alangkah baiknya jika aku disamping kamu...
tidak lah aku serisau ini..

Harap kamu baik2 aja..
smuga cepat2 sembuh..
jaga diri lek lok!

p/s:- thank 4 da song ~ i really love it..

K.a.m.u.~!!

Hari ini..
aku lalui dgn sukar...
hati ku tidak keruan.
diluar t'pancar keceriaan ku..
tp didlm tiada siapa yg tahu...

Hari ini kau bersedih..
aku juga sama..
aku salah..
kata2 ku begitu menyakitkan..
puas sudah aku memujuk..
akhirnya...
terima kasih krn memaafkan...
wlaupun jauh disudut hati..
aku taw betapa kecewa nya
kamu terhadap aku..

fahamilah...
tiada niat utk meragui...
krn kamu teman terbaik ku....
aku jujur, aku ikhlas...

p/s:- u hv a special place in my heart!!

K.a.m.u.~!!

You..

5 Dec..
u & me became a friend
now its already 2 weeks..
so much we share together..
we are so close..

would it be a long friendship??
i juz don't know..!!
i cannot predict what happens in the future..

we never see each other..
hopefully someday we meet..
will u accept me the way i am..
or u juz leave me
bcoz of my weaknesses

btw..
i don't want anything..
all i need is ur sincerity..
hopefully our friendship is forever..
wish u the best of luck..
thank u 4 da friendship..
;-)

g.i.l.a. m.e.r.o.y.a.n.~!!

Ntah kenapa hari ini aku rasa xtenteram...
ada something yg merunsingkan..
tp tidak pula aku mengerti..
whats going on...
arghhh
tekanan mental aku dibuatnya...
hmm..

U.p.d.a.t.e.~!!

Lama da xupdate..
xde cite nk dikongsi la..
hmm semlm Selasa 8/12 aku tibe2 demam..
bibir bengkak cam cite kungfu hustle tuu..
hahaa ( bayangkan )
luckily kebetulan semlm aku cuti..
so spt biasa org demam..
b'bungkus la aku 24hours..
xmkn menda berat
spt nasi, mee..
aku minum je semlm..
n sedikit junk food..(baki semlm)
mmg xlarat..

so hari ni still demam tp aku ttp g keje..
mls la nk g klinik amek mc..
xmampu..mahal doe..
baik keje..
gaji jalan..
rekod pun ok...
how dedikasi i am..
ahahaha..

;-)

A.i.d.i.l.A.d.h.a.~!!

Today all muslim celebrate Sacrifice Day a.k.a Hari Raya AidilAdha..
Hopefully u all enjoy today..eating all kind of food..bla3!!
But for me, today i'm working as usual..
cannot balik kampung..
celebr8 at KLCC..wit bangla..hahaa
Luckily my frens bring me Rendang Ayam & Nasi Himpit..
So delicious...i want more..
I tell her dat her mom's cooking is so delicious..
So tomorrow maybe she will bring
Nasi himpit & Kuah Kacang specially for me again..
hahaha..
btw Selamat Menyambut Hari Raya AidilAdha..
have a nice Holiday & smile always..

A.d.a. A.p.a. D.g.n. N.a.m.a.?

Betul kew dieorg akan paham..??

I. l.u.v. d.i.s. p.i.c. - d.o. u.~?

Location :- Hotel Maya Room
Photographer :- Zieha (gurl??) ahakz
Time :- 2.00 a.m ( After dinner )

A.w.a.y.~!!

ANNUAL DINNER!!

Date:- 16th November 2009
Venue:- Zouk
Time:- 7 p.m - 2 a.m


Wait for my update..
OK!

p/s: picture will upload later!

S.i.l.e.n.t.~!!

Silent is better??
are u agree or not...??
For me it depends on situation..
maybe sometimes we need to voice out..
maybe sometimes we have to silent!

But in my case silent can't solve problems..
it's make the problem become worst!
or should i said some relationship will far apart!
and it will bring some misunderstanding
bcoz of no communication..

So think twice before silent..
face the problem would be the best advice i can give..
voice out what u dun satisfied..
ask for changes or whatever that make u happy
rather than u keep silent...
Until when u want 2 be like dat...??
ok...think properly..

K.e.n.e. B.a.s.u.h.~!!!

Aduh da kene basuh!! kaw2 lak tu..hmm
citenye b'mula begini...aku ada knal mamat kat tmpt keje aku ni..
aku pggil die maman! br umur 18thn..
die part time promoter kat situ...die yg tegur aku lu..masa tu dlm toilet
die tgh 'repair' rmbut die yg stylo mylo katanya...
tetiba die ckp ngan aku "muka aku cam pompuan kn"
so aku reply blk "xde la ensem je aku tgk"..
end of conversation - die kuar dr toilet!
(p/s:- die mmg ensem..haha)

Mulai saat itu..selalu gak ar aku b'borak ngan die..
klu jumpa je angkat kening la..angkat tangan la..
wat mimik muka la..
die ni mmg kelakau gak orgnya..
suh aku ikat rambut la..japanese style la..
die ingat aku ni hair stylish ke apa!!

So citenye cmni, ari khamis 12/11/2009 aku cuti..
boring duk umah..aku kuar la sensorang..
g KLCC dlm kul 4.30..
then ronda2 pusing2..lepak2
dlm kul 8mlm
setelah kepenatan & keboringan...
aku g la kat die..
so lepak2 la ngan die walhal die tgh bekerja....
tgh lepak2 tu...aku cite la naseb diri yg malang ni..
aku miskin, xensem bla3...
aku ckp aku lebih rela mati dr hidup..
("astagfirullah al azim apa yg aku ckp ni?? bertaubatlah..
semoga Allah panjangkan umurku - rintih hatiku")
aleh2 aku kene marah plak ngan die..
die kata aku khurafat la..apa la ini la...
kene basuh plak aku ngan die..
then die cite ttg diri die..die kata bapak die da meninggal
ms die amek result UPSR
(innalillah wainnalillah hirajiun)
die pun hidup susah bla3...
so masa tu aku plak rasa menyesal dgn kata2 aku..
aku rasa meruntun je jiwa aku..
sedih kot..
rupanya ada lg kurang bernaseb baek..
hmm moral of the story
BE POSITIVE!!
Live ur life happily!


p/s:-maman kau mmg best! aku akan cuba berubah ok!

H.o.t. & C.o.l.d.~!!

Cepat Panas & Cepat Sejuk!!
itulah perangai aku...
tp aku xde la panas xtentu pasal..!!
pasti ada sebabnya...??
then kelemahan aku, aku cepat sejuk..
cepat rasa bersalah...
hmm..

aku susah nk marah sebenarnya..
tp klu marah aku selalu diam je..
pendam dlm hati..
sakitnya spt ditusuk sembilu!

tp kdg2 aku maki hamun..
tu la sifat aku plg buruk..ayat2 'cun' la kuar...
mmg bingit la telinga...
hmm..

btw sifat cepat marah & cepat sejuk ni
bnyk menyusahkan aku je..
ye la, jap marah then sejuk
da teruk org tu aku maki..
br nk menyesal..
nk minta maaf malu...
seb bek aku ni jenis xtaw malu...
hahaha..

well
i'm SORRY!!
;-)

A.k.u. K.e.m.b.a.l.i.~!!

Aku kini kembali kepada kehidupan on9!
Wlpn xguna laptop aku..tp P1 wimax aku yg punye! hahaha...
laptop aku still rosak..blum repair..
xmampu nk bli harddisk.. ;-(
sebulan yg lepas aku bg sewa kat kwn..
so die da abes xm, n pulang ke kmpung..
sygnya kmpung die xde coverage!
so die pulang balik la kat aku..
dr byr bil tp xmen..rugi kn..
so bek aku amek aku ley on9..tp aku gak kene byr bil...
haha..
btw
thanx to her...krn sudi menyewa..
lalalala..
then to all fren
jgn terkejut if aku 0n9 2 3 pg tuu...
hahaah..
k bye!

O.n.c.e. a.g.a.i.n.~!!

Sekali lagi hati ini disakiti..

ntah apa nk jadi ntah...

lu bikin gua panas aje..!

kenapa? why?

Aku berusaha menjernih kan keadaan..

klu ikut ego hati xkn berjumpanya kau dgn aku...

tp aku cuba buang ego..

aku sedia berjumpa..

harapannya hny 1...

segalanya kembali pulih spt sediakala..

Namun segala nya sia-sia

xsmpai beberapa hari peperangan dunia kembali lg..

ntah apa nk jd..

pernah kau pk pengorbanan aku??

pernah aku kecewakan kau..

apa shj kau cuba lakukan aku pasti ada..

tp bila tiba giliran aku..

mcm2 alasan..

aku marah benci diri aku...

sedih nya hny allah yg taw...

arghhhhhhhh

fed up!!

;-(

h.m.m.~!!

Aku bengong, pusing memikirkan segala permasalahan yg aku sendiri cipta..ye mmg semua salah aku..tp apakan daya..aku seorang manusia bkn robot..aku lemah, aku ada hati & perasaan! aku ada hak utk sayang, marah, benci, suka bla3...tp sume itu memakan diri..sayang salah benci pun salah..jadi apa patut aku wat...yg plg aku benci dgn diri aku ni, aku sentiasa memuaskan hati semua pihak tp hati aku tidak pernah dijaga...aku sentiasa dikecewakan tak kira la dlm apa jua benda sekalipun...aku sentiasa ada utk kalian sume tp kalian mmg susah utk ada jikalau aku memerlukan... aku taw aku xsesempurna ciptaan tuhan..aku tak dilahirkan se'gorgeous' tom cruise xsekacak brad pitt...xtough cam hugh jackman! xkaya cam oprah...tp aku b'syukur sbb aku xcacat..tp aku xtaw mana silapnya...aku gagal dalam 2 2 persahabatan mahupun percintaan. Terasa ingin menjadi lebih kejam, lebih teruk supaya org benci...tp aku xboleh..da mmg aku dididik menjadi manusia yg baik..yg ada pendirian...hmm ntah la..masalah camni mmg xkn selesai andai manusia lain memandang aku dgn sebelah mata shj...siapalah aku!

T.h.i.s. L.i.f.e.~!!

Hidup ini tidak seindah yg aku sangkakan..

bnyk cabaran & dugaan harus ku tempuh..

apa harus aku lakukan??

utk terus bertahan menghadapi rintangan hidup ini..

aku tahu aku tabah..

aku tahu siapa aku..

tp??

Mengharapkan hidup ini sentiasa cerah spt mustahil..

adakalanya hujan datang membasahi diri..

hanya kekuatan diri diperlukan

tatkala musibah menimpa..

setabah mana pun hati aku..

sekuat mana sekalipun diri aku...

tetap juga roboh, tewas dilanda badai..

namun tiada siapa yg tahu..

ku pendam segala luka & duka dihati...

Aku bangun & terus bangkit..

membaiki segala kelemahan diri..

berharap senyuman ini terus terukir..

melayari hari demi hari yg belum pasti indahnya..

akan kugagahi diri ini

selagi hayat dikandung badan..

------

b.o.r.i.n.g~!!

"Telah jauh terpisah, diriku dan dirimu,
Dalam ruang dan waktu,
Sendiriku jalani sepiku,
tanpa dirimu,
Resahku tanpa hadirmu,
Sungguh berat hatiku untuk merasakannya"
bla..bla..bla..

F.i.n.a.l.l.y.~!!

Finally..

oh god am i doing the rite thing??

please guide me..

it's finally over..

hopefully I'm strong..

no turning back!!

no regret!

btw I'm disappointed..

frustrating wit ur action towards me..

i give u so many chances

but u hv thrown it..

hope u satisfied wit my decision...

dun find me anymore!

erase me, erase the memory!!

no more persuading!

hmm gudbye!

--------------------------

how could this happen to me??

arghhh..

i'm so damn tired of dis situation..

hoping da situation would be different

but

its still da same..

when it would be end..??

i juz dunno..

A.t. o.n.e. t.i.m.e.~!!

hv u feel like dis
want 2 msj ur frens..
u type msj
u delete back..
u type msj
u didn't send..??

hv u feel like dis..
want to greet ur frens
but u shy
want to chit chat
but u dun hv an idea...

so if u do..i understand..
coz i also like dat..
i dunno why..

maybe we scared they think wrongly!
( misinterpret our intention )
maybe we afraid they might not replying..
( bz, not credit, bla3 )
maybe we actually not close enough...
( we think we close but vice versa )
maybe we only want to be fren wit them..
(clap one hand??)

so many maybe's
so what shud we do??
hmm..

N.a.h.~!!

Nah..
there u go..
finally..
yesterday night at 8 p.m something
suddenly my phone ringing..
i received a msg..
from a fren yg sudah lama
tdk mendengar kabar brite drnya!!

Him :- "Oit!wtpe ha?"
Me :- "Makan..nape?"
Him :- "Haha..sje tnye,gua bru brcrai smlm..huh"
and the msg continue about 20 msg..
advice & persuading msg
n he ending wit silent..
last msg he send
"jp bz"

But dis is not the point..
the point is after all dis while..
he "jarang" msg me..can count wit finger..
so u all can make ur own conclusion..

"da putus br nk cari aku kn"

ok la tu kn..ye idok??
another msg!
Me:- "Ye la kn..da putus br nk cr aku..klu x, hampeh la nk msj aku"
Him:- "haha..xdop la g2, bz skek sblm ni smpi hp pn ltk dlm stor"

logik xalasan tu?? msj girl bley..
but when it comes to fren??
bz la...hp dlm stor la..bla3...
i'm not hoping they msj me 24/7
but juz tny kabar or
something yg wat kita rasa useful! dihargai!
so korang dpt wat kesimpulan lg x??

btw i'm not angry or something touchy..
but u noe..dun leave ur fren juz bcoz u hv girlfren..
dis is lesson 2 all guys out there!!
Frens is important too..
bcoz in the end u'll find ur frens..
now u back & msj me..boring katanyee..
too many times daa aku kene cmni...
seb bek la aku ni baik hati ;-p
so pasrah je la..

p/s:- to tuan empunya badan klu baca neh..
jgn la terasa..aku ok je..ni sbg pengajaran
buat sume..coz aku tgk sume lelaki yg b'pacaran
mesti lupa kwn die..!!!! cari time perlu je..time bosan bla3..
wak2 lain 24/7 berkepit / sms-ing awek..bla3.
ye idok??
ok Muahahahha

W.H.Y.~!!

Why?
why sometimes u ok..
n sometimes u not??
i sumtimes confuse..
what shud i do..what shud i think..?
are u series..or juz playing around..
dun give fake hope..

i dun force u..if u dun like
juz say it..dun pretend!!
juz end it..
i noe u r gud people..
maybe u juz try to be nice by not hurting me..
but its ok..i'm ok wit that if u juz str8 2 the point..
no need to take care of my feeling..
its u..its urself..
& u decide..
rather than i feel u r cheating on me..
it's better u be honest..

well i'm glad wit u sometimes..
maybe we need some space..
so i decided not to find u at this moment
except u start 1st..
dun worry..
i'm ok whatever ur decision!!

btw have a nice day..
;-)

C.a.r.e.e.r.~!!

Finally i hv my own career as supervisor at one of the biggest
shopping complex a.k.a mall around Kuala Lumpur!
I dun want 2 mention the mall names
but u can figure it out by yourself..haha..
some of my friends already know where i work.
Its not that i want to make it secret but i noe u will find me anyway..
bcoz of the mall popularity!! haha..
So if u see me, greet me!
i'm afraid dat i bz so i dun notice u..
so u guys start 1st..
haha..

hmm btw i noe this career is not related to my Diploma! but u noe
nowdays we can't be choosy..juz grab da opportunity no matter what!
as long as in the end of month u get salary!
but for me salary is important but what is much important is
WORKING EXPERIENCE..

i will work here 4 a long term ( if ALLAH willing )
except the GOVERNMENT offer me a job
so i will quit..
ok all..
bye!
muahaha..

S.e.l.a.m.a.t. H.a.r.i. R.a.y.a. A.i.d.i.l.f.i.t.r.i.~!!

1st RAYA

- wake up at 8 something

- dun go 4 "Solat Raya"...takut xsempat, wat malu jerk

- membe dtg raya umah ( epiq & bidin )

g raya umah membe lepas org abes solat...

- g raya umah sedara blah bapak & mak ( 1 kuantan je )

- terima brite makcik aku (blah mak) involve in an accident ( alhamdulillah org ok, kete parah )

- lepak kat umah arwah tok aku ( blah mak ) smpai mlm..

- balik umah tido..

2nd RAYA

- duk umah smpai kul 12 lebih..boring

- mak wat keje dapur + dad tido..letih katanya..

- kul 1 go to town wit my adik bucuk.. ( b'2 je ) tgk cite momok the muvee..

- aku bli spenda & stokin ( abes rm50)

- banje adik buchuk ku KFC..

- g raya umah ina kul 10.p.m

- g raya umah am kul 11.p.m

- lepak coffee street ngan tina, ina, zida, am, zureen smpai kul 3 pg..

at am's house
photo by me


3rd RAYA

- stay at home doing nothing

- sent my mother to my late grandmother's house...

- my mother cooked "Mee Bandung"

- my frens come to my house to raya ( Faizal & Ejo )

- 8.00 p.m something lepak at Taj ( mapley) wit frens planning 4 2morrow agenda

- go to Giant buy chicken & some stuff to bbq

- lepak lg kat taman guru minum2..

- smbung lepak kat tepi umah ejo smpai kul 2pg++



4th RAYA

- wake up at 7 a.m something

- go to teluk chempedak for bbq / xmandi coz mls nk salin pakaian

- blk umah kul 12 ++

- kul 2 p.m gerak g Megamall tgk 2 muvee Final Destination 4 / Gamerz

- abez muvee g mkn KFC

- jln2 then kul 8p.m ++ balik umah...

-kul 9 something g cc selama 3 jam..

- balik umah tido



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cukuplah aku cite smpai raya ke4 je...ok
more pic raya kat myspace!!

2.9.t.h. R.A.M.A.D.H.A.N.~!!

Today was our last day puasa...so i kemas2 rumah..hias2 rumah ( mls nk speaking london )!! tgk VMA ( Video Music Award 2009 )...kwn msg duit gaji masuk...happy..senyum smpai ke telinga! bla3..

kul 10++ mlm membe msj ajk lepak...mlm raya tu hujan...maybe sbb nk smbut 1st syawal kot.. hmm g tc ( teluk chempedak ) lepak kat McD.. sembang2 smpai kul 2 3 pg.. balik umah tido..
ok muahahaa...bye!! hahah

RAYA!! RAYA!! RAYA!!

2.8.t.h. R.A.M.A.D.H.A.N.~!!

My 1st puasa at my hometown wit my family...i juz stay at my home wathcing tv, play wit my younger bro.. At 6.30 p.m i go out to bank to check my salary, then i turn back to my home waiting for "berbuka".. so dat my 28th ramadhan..nothing special happened!

2.7.t.h. R.A.M.A.D.H.A.N.~!!

Although now is 4th Raya, but i juz wanted 2 finished all ramadhan story...so today i got free time to on9.. u noe wimax are not available at my place!! What the!! so i hv 2 on9 at cybercafe!!

so for 27th Ramadhan ( Thursday )...i slept at 5 a.m in the morning bcoz dat day i will back 2 my hometown..so i packed up all my necessary stuff, wash the dirty cloth bla3x..& for the 1st time i go out 4 "bersahur"...

So i woke up at 8 a.m, bla3..waiting 4 bus to Menara Maybank in front of Puduraya! Take lrt to KLCC, meet my frens to wish "selamat hari raya" & to collect my cheque ( salary )!

Actually today ( 17 Sept ) so many problems happened, my cousin postponed the time, i can't take my cheque bcoz of the procedurs! bla3... can u imagine, my cousin picked me at 3 p.m something! I wait 4 her bout 4 hours...damn tired & sleepy!! But u noe how patient i am.. "setiaku menunggu" at Wangsa Maju Lrt Stesen! Forget bout it..

So during our journey "balik kampung" i dun slept at all, talking, chatting, boraking..hahaha..
i arrived at my home at 6.50 p.m...so i breaking fasting wit my family...alhamdulillah selamat sampai!!

2.6.t.h. R.A.M.A.D.H.A.N.~!!

Today i wake up at 10 a.m coz i hv something to do..guess what?? Shopping lol~!! hahaa.. So i take bath & prepare to go out..i met my fren at Times Square b4 we left to Sg. Wang!! At there i bought 1 piece of shirt only ( SODA )...suddenly i've met someone dat i noe at myspace! I dunno if he noticed me or not but i totally noe him!! then i went to Masjid Jamek ( Masjid India ) to find my 'Baju Melayu'.. After a few round here & there, finally i found my 'Baju Melayu'..silver color!! Hmm but i luv both 'baju melayu'..i dunno how 2 explain the color!! so i hv 2 decided which one!! if i have a lot of money, i dun mind to buy both!!! hmm.. & i also bought other stuff such as belt bla3... Then we decided to go to KLCC... bcoz of the time still earlier, so i ask my frens to watch muvee. After a few thinking, we chose to watch 'GI joe'... Althought it was an old muvee..( not dat old ), but both of us never watch the muvee, beside dat the time is almost near, so we bought da ticket & straight away to the cinema...

So at 6.30 we out from cinema & find a place to sit at the food court!! Its hard bcoz all the table almost full...but we are lucky or maybe by coincidence there a few "cina" left the table & we get it! So i eat 'Sizzling Me wit Ice Lemon tea' ...alhamdulillah~!!

After breaking fasting we continue shopping, i bought 'kasut' & 2 pieces of shirt!! Altogether 4 today around rm400 only...k la..bye!!

p/s:- I'll going back to my hometown dis Thursday 17/9/2009 11.00 a.m!!! so

"SELAMAT BERPUASA"

&

"SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI"

2.5.t.h. R.A.M.A.D.H.A.N.~!!

Yes finally i woke up in the afternoon at 1.10 p.m!! Unfotunately today wimax not functionable! i dunno y?? maybe da satelite was exploded!! hahaa.. So i plan to b'buka puasa wit my frens.. hmm unfortunately he's bz!! he said he has class..so its ok..all dis while..after 4 years be fren, we never breaking fasting together-gether!! and dis year its happened again..maybe its our fate..!!

So, i want or not i have to break fasting wit my housemate...we went to bazar Pandan Indah Ampang Jaya.. i bought Nasi Ayam Hainan, Popia Basah, Kebab Ayam & Air tembikai!! all together rm10.50! haha well i never woke up to sahur kn...so eat all in da nite b4 sleeping..hehe..

k la..i hv 2 post 4 two entry bcoz of stupidess wimax!! what a !!!!

24.t.h. R.A.M.A.D.H.A.N.~!!

I thought i can wake up late in the afternoon, unfortunately it was 10a.m in the morning++!! Arghh why i can't continue sleep?? I'm so damn tired! When i see my housemate, it would be nice if i could sleep like them.. Now they still sleeping while me updating blog..hahaa...But dun misunderstand.. they sleep bcoz they work in the afternoon..1.00p.m! Shift working maa...

What am i going to do rite now..i'm jobless once again..haha! Count days to go back to my hometown Kuantan... 3 days left! hmm btw can u give some opinion bout my baju melayu color??
maybe today or tomorrow i will go to Masjid India Or Jln T.A.R to buy my baju melayu..

K la..i will continue later..i want to play poker palace.."SELAMAT BERPUASA"...

23.r.d. R.A.M.A.D.H.A.N.~!!

Hmm today i wake up more earlier 8.30 am..(awal kew??).. hahah..Today is my last day work at KLCC..bcoz my contract is until 13 September 2009...means today..hmm i really sad coz my relationship with them juz like a family even i juz know them...they all very sporting & open minded... The Management do ask me to continue but i refused bcoz of Hari Raya Festive..i want back to my hometown..i miss my hometown so much.. i miss my family..i want 2 breaking fasting wit them... but the Human Resource Department do ask for my Diploma result..hope they will called me back.. i dun mind what position as long as the salary over RM1k++..hahah....

Once again "Kak Siti" pay my "Nasi Putih Ayam Goreng Kunyit"... thanx kak..even i already gave her rm5 & she refused by putting my rm5 in my "baju"..geli dowh!! aku sensitive!! hahaha... So i find my drink..i bought F&N (Fruit Tree Fresh) Orange Flavoured with Nata De Coco 1Litre, Milo Wafer & 2 pieces of Donut!!

Btw i'm going back 2 my hometown dis coming thursday 17/09/2009 in the evening... ok la pray for me..for my journey to the east..!! hope nothing bad happen!! Bye all..muahahaa...

p/s:- xbli lg baju raya..hmm

22.n.d. R.A.M.A.D.H.A.N.~!!

I wake up at 8.45 in the morning..oh gosh i'm late...so u noe la how my action..like a marathon, pick up my towel & take a bath..bla3...u think urself..

At work, i'm so sleepy all day...bcoz of yesterday (read blog 21st ramadhan!!).. hmm forget bout work...!

Today i go to bazar ramadhan alone..to buy food! I breaking fasting wit "Nasi Kukus Ayam Dara".. "Agar2 Pandan" "Kuey Melaka" "Cara-Cara Lauk"...Too many huh?? hahaha..Well gemock kn!

K la dat's all..bye..muahahaa..

p/s:- its the counter rite?? 11940!!! what the..hahah

21.s.t. R.A.M.A.D.H.A.N.~!!

i'm so damn tired today...bcoz of some of people absent, mc!! i'm alone working in the morning.. not enough floor coverage...hmm so i hv to do all the work alone..waiting for noon staff coming..so she wit me in the evening until closing...the sales was ok..above rm2k++ ( my counter only)....

She so kind today paid for my food during the breaking fasting...she feel sorry for me coz she noe how tired i am..hahaha..

hmm k la..nothing to share..i've lost my idea..tired..sleepy bla3...

k bye..! muahahaa..

20.t.h. R.A.M.A.D.H.A.N.~!!

I dunno what to share wit u..today juz like another day.. work..work..work!! I spent rm70++ today buy man's stuff + f & B...

Today i eat "Nasi Putih Ayam Goreng Kunyit" again wit Soya Red Bean during the breaking fasting!!

k la..nothing much to say...i leave u here wit flying kiss...hahaa..muahaha..


p/s:- i miss my hometown so much!! ;-(

1.9.t.h. R.A.M.A.D.H.A.N.~!!

Suddenly i write in English..last post also in English..haha..well, i'm trying to improve my English! It's been a while i wrote in Bahasa Melayu...so i'm back..haha..practice makes perfect..chill ;)

So for today i want to do Aidil's tagged! I'm not so sure if Firdaus in Aidil's answer question 20. "Tag Kepada" is me! ( check Aidil's blog)... So i decided to do it even the "firdaus" wasnt refer to me! hahaa...

1.kalau anda jadi org terkaye didunia?
i want 2 open a house that place abandoned child/ orphanage
( i luv kids so much)

2. kalau anda jadi orang terseksi didunia?

I will go naked around the beach...hahaha!!!

3. kalau anda perlu terjun dr tingkat ke- 100 untuk membuktikan cinta anda?

Crazy + Ridiculous + Stupid = NO

4.kalau orang kate blog awak teruk nk mampos?
Make ur own blog & let me judge!!
or
Go to hell, who ask u 2 read my blog..
get out ur fucking ass from my page!!

5.kalau keluarga anda yg tentukan teman idup anda?

Depends..but nowday, its rarely for parents to determine their child match!

6.kalau tiada lagi hari esok?

It means dat i'm dead..so b4 dat i apologize to everyone..the most important i repent!

7.kalau orang yg anda benci berade didepan anda?

Doing Nothing!!!

8. kalau anda berpeluang masok Fear Factor dan makan bnde2 pelik?

As long as dat food HALAL!!

9.kalau ibubapa anda tiada pada pagi esoknya?

Hmm i dunno, hope not happen to me!!

10.kalau anda berjumpa dengar artis/selebriti yg paleng anda minati.nyatakan nama artis tersebut dan sebabnya?

Too many but i prefer Ziana Zain & Avenged Sevefold -they are superb!!

11.kalau diberi lesen untuk membunuh, siapa yg akan anda bunoh?

Aidil bcoz he tagged me!! hahahaha ( juz kidding ) -
no lah..impossible..i'm not dat evil!!

12.kalau orang kate anda kacak/chantek?

She/He blind!!!! haha..

13.kalau anda ada penyakit AIDS pada usia muda?

hmm i dunno either...accept fate!!

14.kalau anda terpakse mengorbankan cinta anda untuk orang lain?

Depends..but i will fight for my love!!

16.kalau anda berpeluang mengahwini benda selain manusia, benda apa yang anda inginkan?

Erhmm Angel ;-)

17. kalau anda terpaksa berpisah dengan orang tersayang?

Hmm i dun mind..i use 2 it!!

18.kalau ramai yang tidak puas hati dengan anda kerana mereka cemburu dengan anda?
Hello, i hv nothing to be jealous!!! i'm not handsome, rich..i hv no talent!!

19.Mengenai orang yang tag kamu neh?

My frens Aidil..nice, kind, generous & handsome...hahaha

20.tag kepade

Epul, Epi, Dalf, Che Nad, Apex bla3..

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today i eat nasi putih ayam goreng kunyit and the coolest water Peel Fresh.. Not forgetting the karipap & tepung pelita..dat all for 19th ramadhan..hahaa..